Why a blog

So i have decided to start this blog as i am about to journey back into the darkness of Severe depression. ok, well since i need to be honest, i believe they refer to it as psychotic depression, or aggitated depression.
i have had a reprieve of about 18 months, which has been amazing. however i know my time is soon up, and is coming back.
Each time the darkness comes back faster and harder.
Each time i reach into the depths it gets harder to fight, and harder to come back.
It was suggested that i express the things that i cant seem to talk about to anyone near me, by using a blog.

Most of the time, these thoughts dont have any purpose other than to exist. That is in part what confuses some people.
Other times, my mind gets muttled with deep thought.
and other times, it is just 100's of curiosities.

So i will post, ideas, discussions, findings...and the few answers i find about all topics.

In the Works...
coming soon will be discussion of all encompassing "Thought".
things from philosophy, mathematics, mental illness, and areas of thought that the minds drifts too that aren't widely accepted among typical modern environments