Some days i get this overpowering feeling that i just dont belong inside this body.
Not that i belong in someone elses, or that i dont like the looks of it..blah blah.
but its as if i feel the limitations of having limbs. of needing to rely on the Many muscles inorder to take but one step.
that i feel the amount of effort that the body must produce inorder to only communication with speech.
That i KNOW who and what i am, but this body doesn't even come Close to representing it.
i feel that what people see, is not who i am. that as soon as they meet me they are being mislead.
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it is when i get caught up in this thought that i Truly feel that i do not belong here...
i believe with all my being that i am Supposed to be here. but that i do not naturally belong here, like others do. that the way i think, and veiw things are so misunderstood. And the things that i think odd, or unnatural would be thought of as...well, clinical!
Saturday was one of those days...
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