i dont know where i'm at. somebody come save me.
why do i always turn outward for a savior?
do i deserve saving?
do i need it?
im ready to disappear, but not die.
not act.
im no longer falling. i'm running.

the stress is killing me. i NEED to know an answer but i'm So afraid to push.
please God help me get the answers i need.
yes i do Believe God is listening. and i believe he will send me a message. i just hope its soon, and i hope i am open enough to receive it.

i miss -----/