its one of those days where i'm left alone with my thoughts. This is normally not a very good thing. I tend to have a lot of existential thoughts. ask myself philisophical questions with no one to answer or discuss them with me. just for starters i am a very spiritual person by nature, and love my religion. but it seems the closer i allow myself to become to it, the more spiritual i am the more detached from humanity and sometimes THIS reality i become. i cant seem to find a balance. it makes my heart ache.
Also, It concerns but confuses me more why we as humans have such an assaultive side to our personalities. some detrimentally mean. Is it all based on fear? and why do insecure people not ask the questions they need to to find out the answers? Why do they insist on pretending they know? And why do some go through school to gain a degree that 'proves' their intelligence, then never infact use said intelligence but infact become more ingrossed in the things they already know? School does not seem to create independent thinkers. Instead that is an innate characteristic that can deter many from further education. And that said education helps them those to conform to the community around them. Is that really what we want our educated community to view? conformed speakers with conformed ideas? working on 'approved' concepts? its seems with the research community and all the hoops, that some of the best ideas are not funded for that exact reason...
which moves socially accepted (but not great) ideas ahead of potentially 'changing' ideas.
So let me ask anyone that is reading this today.
What is the cost of one man's life?
Also, It concerns but confuses me more why we as humans have such an assaultive side to our personalities. some detrimentally mean. Is it all based on fear? and why do insecure people not ask the questions they need to to find out the answers? Why do they insist on pretending they know? And why do some go through school to gain a degree that 'proves' their intelligence, then never infact use said intelligence but infact become more ingrossed in the things they already know? School does not seem to create independent thinkers. Instead that is an innate characteristic that can deter many from further education. And that said education helps them those to conform to the community around them. Is that really what we want our educated community to view? conformed speakers with conformed ideas? working on 'approved' concepts? its seems with the research community and all the hoops, that some of the best ideas are not funded for that exact reason...
which moves socially accepted (but not great) ideas ahead of potentially 'changing' ideas.
So let me ask anyone that is reading this today.
What is the cost of one man's life?
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