Finally back, i think.

so its been way too long since i last posted.
it seems ive been dealing with some mood fluxes and some interpersonal issues.

i know i need to write about all this but i cant seem to do it.

so i just saw pdoc last night and had a breakdown about my "partner" and i use that term loosely right now.

i am also really coming more to terms with my level of knowledge. i hate to say intelligence because then i feel like i'm bragging or being 'bigger' than i am. i dont like that. and i hate it when my pdoc acknowledges that. as he did several times last night.

i am going to dive back into the world of quantum physics.
this summer i have been reading Nietchze, Kant, Descarte and Hume. and that was good but i need to get back to more science and slightly less metaphysical...note i say slightly less.

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if anyone has suggestions on good books, let me know.
i know all the basics. copenhagen, bohr, schroedinger, etc. but just feel like reading a little more.