so how does one know/decipher if one is using prescribed medication to aid in needs (with altering Rx amount) or addicted due to that issue. i guess my main issue is flashbacks. i dont know how to control them or end them and they are painful. so i dose up on my xanax. which is a benzo and everyone says they are addicting anyway. but the thing is, if i didnt/dont have any flashbacks or horrifying memories then i dont need the meds??
so is it really a problem of addiction? and how would one solve this TYPE of addiction. my body doesn't crave the medicine, my mind wants to be numb and thats what large amounts of the xanax does.
well, ill do some searching on web and see what i can come up with.
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